Shaun every time the front door opens I think you are going to be coming in. I think of the many time you looked over my shoulder to see what I was cooking. I can not believe what has happen. This is like a dream, this can not be happening. I love you and wish everything were back to normal, Because this is not normal.

Your Aunt that will never ever forget you. You are in my heart… I love you…

MY COUSIN SHAUN WAS A VERY SPECIAL BOY WHO ALWAYS HAD A KOOL-AID SMILE ON HIS FACE 24-7 I COULD REMEMBER THE BIG SMILE HE HAD ON HIS FACE WHEN HE GOT HIS NEW CAR I WAS VERY HAPPY FOR HIM .AND I STILL REMEMBER THE TIME IT WAS MY AUNT SUSAN AND SHAUN AND TAVIA AND MYSELF THE DAY WE WENT TO EAT AT A PIZZA BUFFET AND ALL WE KEPTED SAYING WERE JOKES TO EACH OTHER I COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING I FELT LIKE WE WERE ALL AT THE BUFFET JUST YESTERDAY MAN SHAUN WAS LIKE MY OLDER BROTHER BUT I KNOW SHAUN IS IN A BETTER PLACE NOW AND GOD BLESS SHAUN I HOPE HE KNOWS THAT AIN’T NOBODY GONNA FORGET HIM AND I LOVE U SHAUN REST IN PEACE CUZ,MAD LOVE TE QUIERO MUCHO

DE PARTE

DE TU PRIMA WENDY

My sympathies on the loss of your son. Though he is gone physically from this place he will live on in your heart. Remember the good times you had with him and God will care for the rest.

I AM HONORED TO BE SHAUNS SISTER, I REMEMBER EVERYTHING, FROM WHEN WE WERE LITTLE TO NOW… I MAY NOT EXPRESS FEELING THAT MUCH BUT THE WAY I FEEL NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND NOT EVEN MY MOM…I HOPE THAT MY BROTHER TOUCHED EVERYBODY IN A SPECIAL WAY.

Shaun u were a good person. Working with you was fun even though you got on my nerves, but u were a good friend. I know you went to a better place but i’m gonna miss you alot. I got mad love for you.

Your friend,

Giselle

My boy shaun was a wonderful person. S silly H hip A ambitious U unforgettable N non-negatvie. It still feels like at any moment he’ll be knockin at my door making himself at home. He was like a brother i never had. I’ll never forget the good times spent together, always makin every laugh. I know your in a better place now, looking down and takin care of all of us. We miss u very much, you will always be in our minds and in our hearts. Dios Mio Pa Siempre! te quiero mucho -alexia-

Susan, I am so sad for your loss. I never will forget the face of your beautiful son. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Samantha. May G-D bless his memory always.

Maddi

Shaun,Where do I begin? I love you.Well we really didn’t hang out or anything like that, but you were a part of my life, a part of my kids life.For Gods sake you’re my cousin.This is so hard to do, I don’t want to believe that I’m not gonna see you anymore jumpin around like a maniac,lookin all fly.Oh Shaun how you’re gonna be missed in a big way, words could not begin to explain.You were trully a gem.Through all of this pain and heartache I’ve learned very important lessons,LIVE EACH DAY TO THE FULLIST,LET YOUR LOVED ONES KNOW THAT THEY’RE LOVED.Susan and Sam you will continue to be in our prayers. Please know that we are her for you in any way shape or form. Shaun Arredondo we love you! Karl, Gily, EJ,and Chris

Susan,

I am so sorry for your loss. I only met Shaun a few times from when we worked together, and I could tell he was a genuine young man. My prayers are with you and Samantha always.

God bless and be strong.

Dawn

THE ARREDONDO/MUNIZ FAMILY WANTS TO THANKS EVERYONE WHO HAS SIGNED THIS GUESTBOOK. SHAUN HAS TOUCHED ALL OF US IN HIS OWN SPECIAL WAY AND THAT IS WHAT WILL BRING US THROUGH THIS!

KEEP SHAUN CLOSE TO YOUR HEARTS AND IN YOUR PRAYERS ALWAYS…WE NEED TO BE HERE FOR EACH OTHER AND KEEP GOD CLOSE TO OUR HEARTS LIKE SHAUN ALWAYS DID…ONCE AGAIN, ALL OUR SINCERE THANKS…

SUSAN & SAMANTHA ARREDONDO

Deepest sympathies on the loss of your son. He has left you in the physical body but will be with you in spirit until you are reunited with him in the hereafter.

Shaun – God has not created the words or feelings that I have for you…You see how long perfection took! You are and always will be the blood that runs thru my heart, my strength when I am weak, my courage when I feel afraid, the smile when I feel the joy and times we shared, the memories when I reflect on days gone by, all the ‘firsts’ I’ve shared with you as a mom to a child and every lasting impression you permanently embedded deep within my soul…I miss you more than I can understand as a human being and will carry you in my thoughts-heart-my very existence-forever and thru eternity!

Words can never impart the feelings that I have deep in my heart! “I am so proud of you and am blessed that you were and always will be, my son.

Your kind~heart, warmth, humor, Godliness, can-do attitude will forever be with all of us. My heart aches for you everday and will until we meet again…Never out of sight and never out of mind cause like you told me once, LOVE NEVER FAILS! In my heart-mind and soul always…Mom

p.s.-remember…here for you always…birdie~lady

Shaun,

What can I say, I’m missing you so much. It was hard to believe that this had happened in the beginning, but i’ve come to understand that God does everything for a reason. I have no doubt in my mind that you are there with him NOW and looking down on every single one of us. I have many memories with you. From back in HS when i gave u the valentine :-P, to working with you at “The Foot”.Those are things i will never forget and will carry with me always. At times I feel like your goin to call me and say “Patrisha come and pick me up, or what are we doing this weekend.” But I realize your not. I can’t wait to meet up with you again. I look forward to that day. I have you in my heart and prayers always. ~*!!!Get it on the floor!!!*~ I love you. R.I.P

To shaun I never got the chance to tell you how i feel but know that you are very special to me. funny everyday i keep thinking shaun is going to call and say DIP SET, DIP SET i guess thats me not wanting to face the reality of it all. Susan and Samantha just know shaun will always have a permanent place in my heart. shaun was a one of a kind person for the simple fact that he was everthing in one a kind, caring, loving, sneaker pimp with a beautiful heart. shaun was a genuine person that i could never forget and i know he will be thier for everyone in their dreams and in spirit. holding it down from heaven dats ya boy DIOS dip set dip set

love always,

his sweets

I am so sorry about what happened. I wish that all people make the right choices in life and some of these things wouildn’t happened. Even though I really don’t know Shaun I think that Sam have done a great job as being a sister because she would always tell us great things about her older brother. For her to loose him is just so upseting because to me it seemed like they really had a nice time with each other.

Shaun- I LOVE YOU

Samantha- Thanks for being the great friend you are and I’m glad to call you my SISTER. I LOVE YOU!!!

~R.I.P~

Shaun –

I still can’t digest the fact that YOU are no longer PHYSICALLY here. Like I’ve expressed to Mom, Susan & Gily I’m at a loss… a loss for words, a loss for actions and just EVERYTHING all together. My heart is truly aching over this. And although I’m sure you’ve made it through the gates and met up with “JC” Jesus Christ’Dem, Your Dad & Papa TavitoI just want to say, that until we see each other again, hold it down in that “heavenly heaven” and know that I will always, always love you. I wish you didn’t have to go so soon.

YOUR COUSIN,

LISA ARREDONDO

Lisa ‘Dem

CISCO & LITTLE CISCO

Words from Little Cisco:

“I wish Shaun was here”.

You were his fashion Idol

WE LOVE YOU!

Shaun –

I still can’t digest the fact that YOU are no longer PHYSICALLY here. Like I’ve expressed to Mom, Susan & Gily I’m at a loss… a loss for words, a loss for actions and just EVERYTHING all together. My heart is truly aching over this. And although I’m sure you’ve made it through the gates and met up with “JC” Jesus Christ’Dem, Your Dad & Papa TavitoI just want to say, that until we see each other again, hold it down in that “heavenly heaven” and know that I will always, always love you. I wish you didn’t have to go so soon.

YOUR COUSIN,

LISA ARREDONDO

Lisa ‘Dem

CISCO & LITTLE CISCO

Words from Little Cisco:

“I wish Shaun was here”.

You were his fashion Idol

WE LOVE YOU!

It is always hard to deal with the fact of losing someone…especially a person like Shaun. It seems unreal when the person was so happy all the time and so filled with the spirit of God like Shaun was. I was blessed to meet Shaun in high school and since he worked with my sister Patrisha at the athletes foot and hung out with Alexia I still saw Shaun once in a while. From what I did know he was funny, sweet, caring, outgoing,and well a child of God. Now that he is looking down on us I would just like to tell his mother Susan that we all remmeber Shaun in a positive way…..it is hard to accept things sometimes but God has a plan for every single one of us….when you feel like you cant take the pain pick up your bible and pray…the word of God is really the only truth that can help us understand. Remember that if God puts you to it, he’ll put you through it. One of my favorite verses is…”God wont always take away the darkness, but he’ll accompnay us thru it” Shaun we all love you and I am praying for you and your family ….

R.I.P

Love your friend,

Emily

it’s funny how we all believe we’ll live forever but in all actuality though we don’t.i knew shawn 4rm bcc and i can’t remember a day i ever saw him and he wasn’t smiling.he was the livest cat i knew.so full of life and energy.he’ll truly be missed

I love shaun more then anything i still cant believe what happen my doggy is gone. we cliked so fast i wish we would of met sooner thank god the last time we were together we had a blast your always be in my heart see you soon your cuzo “get it on the floor get get it on the floor”. jahaira frias N.Y

Shaun- I didn’t know you for very long but I’m glad that I had the chance to meet someone as special as you. I’ve never met anyone like you, always happy, looking at life in a positive way and with a big smile on your face. A big contagious smile. You made me look at life in a very different way. I’ll miss your jokes and your freestyle raps that made me laugh so much. I’ll especially miss you saying “Get it on the floor” or singing your Finding Nemo song “Just Keep Swimming”. But most of all I’ll miss you. I will never forget you and you will forever be in my heart.

I miss you , not a day goes by that I dont think about you , You are an angel, you touched alot of people lives in almost the same way. Working with you, I was able to see alot of different sides of you , what a Humble guy you were with such a great love for people, You were one in a million, of young people that trully cared for people and there feelings.You were a great asset to our team and its not the same with out you, Your presents is truly missed at the store. I remember mornings that we opened the store together those mornings I didnt need starbucks coffee your energy your life was better than starbucks. Man i truly believe god has a plan, he must because I meeting you was one of the most positive things thats happen to me in my life you gave me more than you would ever know. I reflect now on things that I may have said that I could have passed to you , but I dont think so, I trully believe that you had a mission here on earth, and it was served. Susan Sam and the Arredondo Family you all are not alone we all live in unity missing shaun and his spark. May God bless us all with the strenght to live and love the way Shaun did. Love, Dblocks forever in my heart Dios Mio,Shaun John, get it on the Floor, Retro King.

Shaun,

You were a good friend and a co-worker. You certainly made working at The Athlete’s Foot a fun place to work with the dancing, freestyling, and jokes. I’m glad we ended up becoming friends and almost roommates. I miss hanging out with you on the weekends. Sometimes I just feel like calling you to hang out but can’t because you’re gone. But I know that you’re in a better place and you’ll always have a place in my heart. You’re in my thoughts everyday. Much Love.

Shaun, we weren’t really extremely close friends, but you always used to hang out with my sister and me, going out eating, and even showing some moves on the linolium. You were such a great kid, always full of life, and full of God, forever reciting scriptures and spreading the faith.

You’ll be missed for sure.

Gustavo Lang

In a few days it will be two months. Our hearts are still in pain. I see your face and even look twice and want to run and just swing my arms around you, then I realize it’s someone else and again I ache. We miss you so much. Still expecting you to walk in the door. I wish you would. We can’t stand this any more. It’s so deep, this hurt that we carry. I wish to hear from God. I am trying to listen for this purpose or this explanation. This is all so confusing and would like answers. I just want to understand Why, Why, Why?

Forever and always in my heart.

I will always love you

Your Aunt

Man, Shaun I can’t belive your gone.We didn’t get to talk that much or hang out.I remember one day we chilled, We went to go eat pizza and then we went to rent a movie that day.I had fun that day,and I’ll never for get that day. I’m just mad that we didn’t get to say good bye.Shaun,My frist bron would be bless with your name.I love you and don’t you ever forget that.I love you Shaun. Love,Your Cousin Crystal

Shaun I miss you, We all miss you.

HEY, SHAUN… I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU, U R STILL MY FAVORITE COUSIN. I’M SORRY I DIDN’T SIGN YOUR GUEST BOOK EARLIER, I KNOW YOUR PROBABLY SAYIN’ OH MAN ALISSHA U DON’T LOVE ME ANYMORE. BUT U KNOW I DO. IT’S JUST HARD. I THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME; EVERYTIME I LOOK UP AT THE SKY I WONDER WHAT UR DOING, I WONDER IF YOUR GONNA GET TO RIDE THAT ROLLER COASTER WITH GOD THAT I WAS TELLING YOU ABOUT.-YOU PROBABLY DON’T REMEMBER THAT, BUT IT’S OK I’LL REMIND YOU WHEN I SEE YOU AGAIN,OR MAYBE WE CAN RIDE TOGETHER WITH HIM ; I WONDER IF YOUR TEACHING JESUS SOME OF YOUR MOVES, OR IF HE’S TEACHING YOU, I EVEN WONDER IF GOD TELLS YOU WHEN I’M THINKING OF YOU. EVERTIME I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE ON MY DESK, OR YOUR SHIRT IN MY CLOSET, OR THE PURSE YOU GAVE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY WHEN I DIDN’T GET ANYTHING ELSE, I THINK OF YOU. I THINK OF THINGS I KNOW YOU WOULD BE SAYING, THINGS THAT WILL NEVER LEAVE ME CAUSE U R SO SPECIAL TO ME. I WONDER IF YOU SEE THE THINGS THAT I’M ACCOMPLISHING I WONDER IF YOUR PROUD OF ME , AND I WONDER IF YOU WOULD HAVE DONE IT WITH ME. I LOVE YOU. SHAUN U STILL ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY FAVORITE COUSIN. I WILL BE SOO HAPPY THE DAY I GET TO SEE U AGAIN AND WE CAN DO THINGS TOGETHER IN HEAVEN.I COULD KEEP WRITTING FOREVER, THERE IS JUST SO MUCH TO0 SAY, BUT IF YOU CAN HEAR ME…. THAN YOU WILL HEAR ME EVERYDAY.

Thinking of you, missing you. Wishing you were here, especially as Thanksgiving gets near. Christmas and New Years is almost here and all of your family wish you were still here. We will never stop loving you. From Your Aunt, and La Familia. One thing that is really bothering me Shaun, is when Christimas comes – you know how when we call all the names you won’t be here. God why, why Why did this have to happen???????????

Shaunathan,

I talk to you nearly every day so you already know how i feel, however, i wanted to re-enforce the words and the thoughts that i have for you from the bottom of my heart. I love you more than mere letters and words on a page can describe. I miss you tremendously, and I’m anxiously waiting for the day that we’ll be together again. To laugh, to talk, to relax and simply reminisce about all the craziness life put on out doorstep. Shaun, I’ll never tell ~ I swear : You were, are, and will FOREVER be in my heart as my FRIEND. {LNF}

~Ros*Rock~

Roslyn Miranda

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we miss you so much. you will always be in our hearts. elijah sends his love.

Shaun,

All I can say is I wish we would have chilled more, and really built a strong friendship, nevertheless, I’ll always remember the times when we did chill. You were by far one of the funniest dudes I’ve ever met. It was always a joy to see how you could walk into a room and light it up with just a few words or jokes. BE A MAN BE A MAN!!! I love you bro & I’ll see you soon. I praise God we’ll have all eternity to chill.

WOW, IT HAS BEEN FIVE MONTHS BUT STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT YOU WOULD GRAB ME IN YOUR ARMS AND SWING ME AROUND OR TAKE A STEP BACK TO LOOK AT ME UP AND DOWN AND BE LIKE DANG GURL. THERE ARE SO MANY MEMORIES, FROM THE LEGEND, TO THE JIMMY, TO THE CIVIC, RIDING OUT TO JUST ANYWHERE.FROM THE TWO OF US JUST SITTING AT YOUR TABLE PLAYING TWO MAN SPADES, TO US THROWIN DOWN ON PEOPLE AND YOUR CARDS FLYING IN THERE FACE WHEN YOU THREW OUT ANYTHING FROM A 2 OF CLUBS TO A BIG JOKER. I THINK OF HOW FUSTRATED I USE TO GET WHEN YOU WOULD THROW THE CARDS LIKE THAT AND NOW I WILL DO IT FOR YOU EVERY TIME I PLAY.I CANT DO IT AS GOOD BUT I’M TRYING. I AM JUST SO THANKFUL FOR YOU AND YOU BEING SUCH A BIG PART OF MY LIFE. I MISS THE PHONE CALLS THAT LASTED FOR 5 MINUTES UNTILL I ACUTALLY GOT TO TALK TO YOU CAUSE YOU WERE PLAYING ME SOME SONG OFF YOUR COMPUTER OR THAT YOU JUST GOT. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT I MISS AND WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I COULD SAY AND GO ON FOR DAYS. IT HURTS TO WRITE THIS AND FOR SOME THE ONLY WAY TO HIDE FROM THE PAIN IS TO TRY TO FORGET BUT YOU ARE TRULY UNFORGETTABLE.SO UNTIL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING YOUR VOICE AND SEEING YOUR SMILE AND YOU SHOWING ME ALL YOUR NEW MOVES THAT YOU LEARNED WITH ALL YOUR FREE TIME YOU HAVE, TO **GET IT ON THE FLOW** IN HEAVEN. **I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU**. **DIOS MIO** FOREVER LOVED FROM 1983 THRU ETERNITY. YOURS TRULY THE ONE AN ONLY ***SEABISCUT***

i love shaun a lot he was a amazing person,and he will always be in my heart.we had a lot of good laughs.but his smile said a million words.miss you shaun.god bless you .love you

Shaun… I LOVE YOU…There’s nothing I can write anywhere to describe that. I know what we had.. I know you left your mark..I know how much you’re loved. I wish I could turn back the hands of time sometimes.. but God knows what He’s doing.. I can’t wait to be with you again… I love you.. and your fam. Thank God you’re with God. LOVE YOU ~VEE

hey there sweetie,it’s L.o.r.e,i played our song,by faith evans i love u,i could never find anyone who will leave me songs on my voice mail,or keep me up to 3.a.m shhh, my cousins are sleeping,lol.just know i always have love for you. one, see you soon.

one day i’ll wake up and i’ll see u again. i love you! I LOVE U.

Veedubs .

MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY NEW YEAR.. I LOVE U

Hey sweetie,

just wanted to say i love you pa. I miss you epecially around the holidays … It ain’t the same without you hot boii … love you lots miss you more {xo*muah*ox}

Love, Roslyn

Hey Shaun … I was thinking of you real hard this morning … I miss you so much man!! I wish you were here! Love you lots {xoxo}

Hey Shaunathan … just wanted to say that we miss you … we’re celebrate your life on the day of your birth. SMILE for us … THINKING OF YOU … *R.U.O.K.* DIOS MIO 4-EVA

My prayers with you always.

Happy Birthday Dios Mio! You’re still the topic of our conversations. The way you used to make beats for us all night at Denny’s. And how you came over to our house to bring Jesenia flowers. We allJennifer, Diana, Jesenia, Jessica, and me miss you but we know you’re in a better place. When God comes for us I know I’ll see you there. Things are kinda crazy down here but God will wake us up soon don’t worry all your friends and family will be reunited with you in the future. Luv ya, Peace out homie.

Shaun, It’s still so hard to accept that you are gone. The other day Manny said that it feels like you went on a trip and will be back anyday. We think about you often and miss you very much. But I know that you’re up there with God and He is taking care of you. I know you’re still smiling up there, and that we will see again. We love you always.

Shaun,

May you be resting peacefully in Jesus’ name. Let us all praise the Lord because Shaun was a child of God and loved the Lord with all his heart.

In the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit….Amen!!!

hey shaun, you not here is still not real,know that you missed and loved a whole lot….miss you..always lore …..

Happy birthday Shaun. I miss you very much…love ya

Shaun always put a smile on my face, I have nothing but great memories about him. I hope he’s putting in a good word for me!

Shaun your Special and Unique in the way you still touch our lives,last year we were at Iguana’s partying, today I celebrate your earth strong with good memories, and laughter. I know you want to see us all happy even if we cant see you, I still feel your love. Your smile is still imprinted in my mind and my heart. Gone But Never Forgotten. ONE LOVE.

Shaun,

You’ve touched so many hearts in such a positively beautiful way. You were truly one of a kind Shaun. You are so missed.

What an amazing mark you have imprinted in so many hearts.

Shaun you were truly blessed, we are blessed to have had you in our lives.

YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER

Well brother Shaun rest in peace

you in good hands now with the almighty God Jesus .

Walking in the streets of gold amen.

love always my brother ,

FROM YOUR BROTHER JOHN

Shaun, in just a couple of days it will be a year since you’ve left us. I have so many memories of you. I look in my wallet at a picture of you everydayit’s the only one I have. I continue to think of you everyday. And every fourth of the month I say a little prayer for you and then I think to myself that even a year later I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE. I miss you more than my words can EVER express. I love you and think of you everyday. My heart is ALWAYS with you. Susan, if you read this…I’m sorry I haven’t called you I just never know what to say. I love you and Sam VERY much.

Shaun-

There are no words that I can possibly say that will let you know how deeply you are missed and loved!

I know you left your mark in people’s hearts cause as you would say…Mom-Who am I???…The King Of Stlye!!!!!!!!!!!! You fill my heart with your presence every second of every day & I take you with me always…Sam & I love you more everyday and will be with you always…All your familia misses you and loves you!!! You are spoken of and thought about daily…Te quiero para siempre-para el reto de mi vida…solamente tu, Shaun mi hijo!!!

Foever…Mom Aka: Birdie lady

NSF4lyfe

WE WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR THOUGHTS & PRAYERS, AND FOR REMEMBERING SHAUN. EACH ONE OF YOU HAVE A PERSONAL CLOSENESS WITH SHAUN THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET…CHERISH THE MEMORIES ALWAYS & NEVER FORGET TO REMEMBER SHAUN…ALWAYS…GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

KEEP SHAUN IN YOUR PRAYERS…SUSAN & SAMANTHA

Its been a year, truthfully the more i am not with you or hearing your voice makes me loose grip on everything. You are the true angel of the arts…music, art work, fashion!! Everything you have achived amounted to nothing…i guess.

Sometimes i wonder, why we are living if our life could be cut off in a split second, either from a accident, diease, murder..ect..

But you taught us that with the life we are living, we should make the most of it. You were always happy, it took alot to get you pissed…but anger didnt suit you well. When i think of what people are doing for your b-day its ridiculous. I heard that people have left packages/gifts where your body rest!! Thats just silly!!!

Where ever you are, I know that you are proud of me suceeding through school…Im sure you would have loved to see me graduate middle school. Well anyways…talk with you soon.

*Sam-Rock*

i love you shaun and i’m thinking of you always….

Shaun, I think about you all the time. Every time I see your car on the road, or hear certain songs, or see a dj mixings songs. I know you used to love your music and that nextel of yours. It seems that random people that I encounter have qualities that remind me of you. Anyways I want to let you know that I miss you and I know that you are in a better place. Hold it down up there for us and eventually we will meet again.

it is amazing how my life has been affected by you not being here. i think about you everyday and the more i think about and try not to…the more i miss you. i LOVED you!!!! i still love you. i miss you more than i can ever express. you were and always will be a part of my life. te extrano mi amor….estaras siempre en mi corazon!!!!!!

Hey Shaun … thinking of you 24/7/365 Can’t wait to see you again … I know you’re just getting ready for da fam to come up! {hoping & praying that we all make it} = Holla at “Big G” for me! Miss You! Love you always!

When I think of you it’s a feeling of mix emotions. I sometimes think of you and it can bring a smile to my face but other times I think of you and it can bring tears to my eyes. Wishing you were here now and safe, sharing with all of your family and friends. I love you very much Shaun…

I MISS YOU SO MUCH… LOVE U, VEE

Shaun I know it took me this long to actually have words for what has happen which has left me empty inside.But you understand which is why I love you so much. I always think of you and talk to you through prayer with god every night. Asking retorical questions that I already know the answer to which is why there is no answer on your behalf.lolLike for example why did you have to go? Well, because God called you home. I can’t wait to see you and my boyfriend javier feels like he knows you just because i can’t shut up about you. Sort of like 50 cent.lol. Javier knew just by me talking so much about you and your art work, breakdancing,jokes etc….. You and him would be really good friends.However, I think im going to stop writing before i get all emotional. I know you know that I love you and miss you alot. I am one of the few cousins who’s KEEPIN’ IT REAL as I write to you. It’s Dip set, Baby Dipset…..lol Love you lots and tell tio i said Heyyyy. Also,tell my Daddy Jigga Jesus man That I love him and that we will all meet and I will prove it through my faith in him.Amen.

Sincerely,

Tu Prima Tavia

Dios Mio!

SHAUN,

THIS IS THE 2ND DAY IN A ROW THAT I WRITE TO YOU BUT I JUST CAN’T GET YOU OFF OF MY MIND EVEN IF I TRIED.I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU!LOVE YOU!LOVE YOU! LOVE YOU!IT’S SO HARD TO JUST STOP DWELLING ON WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEAR MY COUSIN.YES I KNOW YOUR SAYING QUIT CRYING AND JUST LAUGH. ITS HARD SHAUN I REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE IN THE WORLD DID YOU GET THAT JOYFUL ENERGY TO FUNCTION THROUGHOUT YOUR WHOLE LIFE. WELL YOUR MOM MY TIA SUSAN SEEMS LIKE SHE IS CARRYING OUT YOUR CHARACTER BECAUSE I SPOKE TO HER FOR A LITTLE LAST NIGHT AND I JUST HAD TO GET OFF THE PHONE BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO START CRYING AND I DID’T WANT HER TO NOTICE.EVERYTHING IS SO DIFFERENT SINCE YOU LEFT SHAUN.IT’S LIKE FAMILY IS NOT FAMILY ANYMORE BUT IM PRETTY SURE YOU KNOW THAT. THE WORLD FEELS SO COLD,EVERYTHING IS GETTING SO BAD RIGHT NOW.I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS COMING TO END I FEEL IT IN MY HEART THAT I AM GOING TO SEE YOU SOONER THAN EXPECTED.THE SKY DOES NOT EVEN LOOK THE SAME,THE WEATHER IS TAKING PEOPLE’S LIVES,CITIES ARE FLOODING AND YOUR GONE WHAT MORE CAN CONVINCE ME TO BELIEVE THAT THIS MAY BE IT. EL FINAL……….DANG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I KNOW YOUR ALWAYS WITH ME.I DONT WANT TO STOP WRITNG BUT I THINK IM RUNNING OUT OF SPACE. I WILL WRITE TO YOU AGAIN OK PRIMO.TE QUIERO!

SINCERELY,

TU PRIMA TAVIA

“DIOS MIO”

AKA

“DOMINICAN QUEEN”

Shaun … thinking of you always … missing you for real! Love you FOREVER! ~Roz

Shaun … Missing you most around the holidays! Thinking of you always! Love you homii .. I miss you!

Hey shaun its 11:57 pm 3 minutes til 2006 Happy new years shaun but I have to get back to work ok I love you I dont want to get fired being online I Love you so much Primo ! DIOS MIO ! Miss U lots shaun Love you! Happy New year!It s12 Am Now

Sincerely,Tavia

MY SHAUN, MY SOULMATE

I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN WE HAVE KNOWN EACHOTHER SINCE SECOND GRADE AT CHRESTHAVEN TO DEERFIELD MIDDLE AND SO ON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN INSEPRABLE NOW THEIR IS THIS HUDGE VOID IN MY HEART BECAUSE YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE!I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY U CALLED ME AND TOLD ME TO GO OUTSIDE SO YOU COULD TELL ME SOMETHING, I WALKED OUT AND YOU HAD THIS NERVOUS LOOK ON YOUR FACE YOU WALKED UP TO ME AND KISSED ME THEN WALKED AWAY WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND A SURPRISED LOOK ON MINE. I STILL HAVE THE PICTURE YOU GAVE ME WHEN YOU WERE 6 YEARS OLD BREAK DANCING FOR POWER96.YOU AND YOUR SHOES AND HATS, WU-TANG AND BONE THUGS. I REMEMBER YOU HAD A HUDGE STORAGE THING FILLED WITH SOURCE MAGAZINES AND DRAWINGS. YOU WERE SO GIFTED. THE LOOK YOU WOULD GET ON YOUR FACE WHEN YOU WOULD BE CONCENTRATING YOU WOULD HAVE YOUR TONGE HANGING OUT.LOL. I USE TO TEASE YOU AND TELL YOU THAT YOU REMINDED ME OF MY GRANDPA. THE DAY MA CALLED AND TOLD ME YOU WERE GONE IT WAS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO GO THRU. IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 2 YEARS AND I STILL GO TO PICK UP THE PHONE TO CALL YOU. IN MY MIND I KNOW YOUR GONE BUT TRYING TO TELL MY HEART IS ANOTHER STORY. I WAS THE FIRST FEMALE YOU MET WHEN YOU MOVED TO FLORIDA I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL THE MEMORIES THAT WE HAVE SHARED. THEIR IS NOT TOO MANY PEOPLE THAT WLL SAY THEY ARE STILL FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE SINCE ELEM. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY MRS.ZORROVICH TOLD THE CLASS YOU WERE GOING TO GET A ART SCHLORSHIP THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYE YOU COULD’NT WAIT TO GO HOME AND TELL MA AND SAM WHAT HAPPEND. AND THE CEREMONY YOU LOOKED SO HANDSOME WITH YOUR TIMS AND YOUR KHAKI SHIRT. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN PROUD OF YOU. SHAUN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BESTFRIEND AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE THE KEY TO MY HEART. I LOVE YOU TODAY,TOMORROW,AND FOREVER.

MA AND SAM I LOVE YOU GUYS AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

Shaunathan … i miss you and love you always … showin love … forever in my heart homey!

Can’t wait to see you again!

shaun,

words cant explain how much i miss you! not a day goes by that you are not on my mind.i love you and i miss you deeply.

**dios mio**

shaun,shaun,shaun thats all i can think about you have always been on my mind but for some reason the past couple of days i cannot stop thinking about you continuosly. its like your trying to tell me something. well i love you and miss you. last night i was just sitting in my room and my mind drifted away and i just started thinking about when you lived in boca and i stayed the weekend with you,ma and sam we had such a good time. all the laughs all the tears. you would always drive ma and i crazy cause you would misplace your shoes and you would get frustrated cause you couldnt find them.lol. well papi im out for now but trust me you will be hearing from me soon.

te amo

hey papi it’s me again just wanted to say i love you and i’m thinking about you.

te amo mi amorcito para siempre

whats up my love. can’t stop thinking about you i miss you dearly. i cant stop asking? why did he have to take you away from us, you were my heart,body ,and soul you are still the first and the last person i think of before i go to sleep or when i wake up. well i saw Yahira yesterday at the mall she wanted me to send her love y jasmine tambien. well mi amor as long as i can write you and tell you i love you it makes me feel alot better. you know whats up and you always have. keep watchin out!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

i love you and i miss you.

hey it’s me again i can’t stop thinking about you. just wanted to tell you i love you and i miss you more than you would ever know.

te amo

hola mi corazon sorry it’s been a minute but not a day goes by that your not in my thoughts. you are greatly missed…… dios mio para siempre

Shaun,

You are missed very much. I heard what happened way to late. I remember when you lived down stair from Amy and we would all chill around Banyan. And middle school was the best times. I found the cutest pic of you at lunch at dbhs. I had the biggest crush on you to. Well babe you’ll be missed. You in my heart. You take care of my man he’s up there with you so you have a homie. I love you shaun. R.I.P.

hey you! i feel like i am the only one that still comes and signs the guestbook, i even feel like i’m driving you crazy but i miss you and this is my way of dealing with you not being around ne more i feel like i am just emailing you!!!

i miss you sooo much. i’m going to bring some flowers to you on your b-day so be expecting me.

till i see you again i will remember all the good times that we had!

i love you

happy birthday pa! i am always thinking about you and you are always in my heart.

happy 23rd b-day

What’s up Shaun. Just stoppin’ by to say Happy Birthday this year. I didn’t forget. Still can’t believe that it’s almost been two years. It still feels like I just talked to ya the other day. You’re still in my thoughts.

-Kurt

Hey Primo you’re 23 RD BIRTHDAY Boy!!!! Im trying to tell everyone to quit crying your with JIGGA MAN JESUS !! WE SHOULD ALL JUST SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CUT YOU A DOMINICAN CAKE!!! YOU KNOW. WELL I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH AND I KNOW YOU ALREADY KNOW !! YOUR ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND MY MIND. PLUS I KNOW YOUR ALWAYS WITH ME. I LOVE YOU PRIMO !! DIOS MIO! DIPSET BABY DIPSET!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUT I WONT CRY CAUSE YOU PREFER THAT I SMILE!!

ONE LOVE PRIMO FROM YOUR PRIMA TAVIA !! TE QUIERO !! ONE LOVE BABY!!

HEY THIS MESSAGE IS FOR MICHELLE THIS IS SHAUN’S COUSIN TAVIA JUST WONDERING IF I CAN HAVE YOUR EMAIL. I WOULD LIKE TO EMAIL YOU. THANKS ALOT FOR WRITING TO HIM EVERYDAY ALMOST : . SHAUN LOVES AND MISSES EVERYONE. i LOVE YOU PRIMO !!!

this message is for tavia i saw your message and you wanted my email u said michelle by accident, i knew it was me because i write shaun alot. my email is star213moon@yahoo.com.

hope to hear from you!

**DIOS MIO**

sincerely, melissa

HEY PAPI MAN WORDS CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I MISS YOU! TOMM. IS GOING TO BE 2 YEARS IT FEELS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY U WERE TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR 21ST B-DAY. I LOVE YOU.

P.S. I HAVE SOME OF SHAUN’S PICS ON MYSPACE.

hey you, it’s 2 years and you are constantly in my mind and i love you and i ALWAYS will…..

love ,me

shaun shaun shaun…..i have no clue what to say you were such a hudge part of my life.what happend?? why did we seperate for 1 second i talked to you all the time? i wish you would send me a sign that ur ok or something, people may think i’m crazy but i cantm let you go. i wish i could turn back the hands of time i know we were meant to be together you were my soulmate just like you said that to me. i’m still in deniel about the whole situation. i dream about you all the time even songs that comes on the radio. remember along time ago we went to the dominacan festival we had som much fun together we danced are asses off. if i could change ne thing that i regret i would have chose you you and i both know what i mean. papi i love you more than ne thing and i’m so angry that someone took you away from your mom ur sis ur family and me you were and always be my heart ..

te amo mi amor para siempre

besos y besos

meli

hey you!! today i was remembering when u did a drawing of me you were supposed to give it to me and you decided to keep it for yourself. damn boy i wish i could see your smile, the way you look when you are thinking really,really hard. u always came up with a way to make me laugh.

i miss you soooo much!

te amo mi corazon

love me

hey my love i know it’s been awhile, i have had alot going on…. ray and i broke up i moved back in with my mom, jessie is going to the army in 3 months. i am most likely going to be moving to ny with your mom and sam i was supposed to be over their already . well i love you and i miss u

Thinking of you, always on my mind. Still I have no answers. Why? I carry you with me, Loving you, missing you, wishing. Wishing. Wishing.

Your Aunt

hey you i just wanted to let you know things are hectic right now but not a day goes by that i don’t think of you… i carry you with me each day you are my shaun and always will be

i love you

i lost another friend july 27 it was cheques little brother omar he was only 17 years old. he got into a really bad car accident on i-95 and he didn’t make it. look out for him for me and his family. he just turned his life over to god a couple days before the accident.

well i love you and always will as you already know.

love me

hey papi man words can’t express how much i miss you, ur jokes and most of all ur big smile, u telling me your friendly advice. man i wish i would have lisitened to u a long time ago. iwould give ne thing to get to see ur beautiful face once more, i know one day we will see eachother again. te amo mi corazon para siempre.

love always ur best friend

hey papito lindo, i miss you sooooo much i would ive ne thing to see you one more time! i know your looking down on me! well as you can see i am doing good for myself i am officially an asst. teacher. hopefully by next year i will be an elementry school teacher my goal is to get a job at our elem school chresthaven.. well te amo papi para siempre

love always and forever

me

hey beautiful! man oh man i wish i could pick up the phone and call you right now but as we both know that is not possible…. i miss you more than words can explain i wish we could have spent more time together but god makes things happen for a reason. on a diff. note jessica left on wednesday to go to boot camp for the army, can u believe my lil sister is going to the army? i am still in shock but whatever makes her happy makes me happy.. as you know i keep in touch this way i hope you know i love you and i will see you when i see you

besos dios mio

mi corazon, te extrano, te amo! ay dios mio i don’t even know what to say ne more i feel like people think i’m crazy cause i am constanty writting you on this site but it makes me feel better for some reason. i miss u soo much, u are my heart i just want you to know that!

Shaun u fly high no lie and we know it ballinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

yo what up cuz.i hope u don’t think i forgot about u. i pray for u every night asking god to let me talk to u. man cuz i still don’t believe it.u will always be in my heart always and forever yours truly ur lil cousin…. wendy te extrano primo mio. rest in peace dios mio and I LOVE YOU ………..1 LOVE

mi amorcito i miss you sooooo much…… i just wanted you to know i love you and still not a day goes by that i don’t think of you!!!!

i love you

I dont know what to say..

just thought that i had to write something..i miss you…i hope you are somewhere good and that you are safe and alive..you believe in heaven soo yeah..this probably makes no sense right now so sorry if im confusing you its hard to talk to a computer..when im dying to talk to you desperatley…i love you so much…you make me proud and i hope that i make you proud…

HEY YOU, WELL ANOTHER FRIEND OF OURS PASSED AWAY ON THE 30TH OF DECEMBER! LINDSAY WYNSMA SHE OVERDOSED! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? U, OMAR AND LINDS I CANT TAKE IT! I FEEL LIKE I’M LOOSING REALITY! I MISS U SOOOO MUCH NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON’T THINK OF U. I LOVE YOU

i Miss u so much, i love you always.

hey my love i just wanted to tell you that i love and miss you like crazyyyyyy!!!! xoxoxoxoxox

te amo mi papito

Hey Primo 2 more days and its your birthday !!!! LOL :……I miss you very much primo you already know that i talk to you and about you almost every day …..Its been so long and i still feel like it just happened. That’s crazy …..im still sad just thinking about it. i hope your happy ..well i know your happy up there with Jigga man Jesus….and your daddy : my uncle…..i just wish you can be here with me….or call me to talk on the phone for a few hours like you use too….Well i really care about and love you very much okay….Sincerely, your prima Tavia….Hey sorry i have to go im at work…te quiero…..Like wendy said BALLLLIIINNN….we know you would have loved that song LOL…..see ya saturday

my love i am sorry i am sooo late but my computer is broken and i can only go online at work. but you know i am always thinking of you. well guess what i am pregnant can u believe it 2 mos. i am sooo scared but i know everything will be ok, my sister jackie just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl named jenna malia on may 29th. shaun man i miss u so much i wish i could just pick up the phone and call u to talk. i love you always and forever..

xoxoxoxox

*DiOs MiO*

Thinking of you, wishing you were here with all of us. Sometimes when I am cooking I feel like you are looking over my shoulder into the pot and pans asking if it’s ready. I love you and miss you. All of us miss you. Your aunt Myriam

It’s a New Year 2008.

…still miss you very much, that will never change.

The family is so different now…you were the pulse…

…Dios Mio

Thinking of u often.

Miss you always.

Love you still.

Can’t wait to see you again.

God bless us all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE! I HOPE YOU ARE LIVIN IT UP WITH OUR FATHER AND THE ANGELS.

I’M SORRY IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE WROTE SO MUCH HAS HAPPEND I GOT MARRIED AND I HAVE A 4 MO OLD BABY GIRL NAMED BRIANNA SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL, I THINK GOD EACH DAY FOR THE BLEESINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN GIVIN. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT U ARE NOT IN MY THOUGHTS, I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU DEEPLY.

~MXOXOXOX DIOS MIO PARA SIEMPRE~

hey you wow what a long 4 years it has been. i miss you and i know you know that. i just wanted to write it in words even though i talk to you all the time, i promise you i believe in my heart that you are my guardian angel.. i love you and i always will

love mely

I love you and miss you Shaun. Remembering you always, RosLyn.

Miss u…

SHAUN

WE ARE MISSING YOU SO MUCH. WORDS CANNOT BEGIN TO EXPRESS THE FEELING OF EMPTINESS WE HAVE ENDURED SINCE YOU LEFT.

IT’LL BE FIVE YEARS SOON … FIVE YEARS! …

TIME HAS GONE BY SO QUICKLY … BUT THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU? …THE PAIN HAS BEEN FELT SO SLOWLY … SO INTENSELY … AND HAS BEEN SIMPLY … UNIMAGINABLE …

WHO WOULD HAVE EVER THOUGHT LIFE WOULD BRING US HERE? THAT OUR FAMILY WOULD BE HERE, WRITING THESE THINGS??

SOMEDAY THIS WILL ALL MAKE SENSE SOMEHOW. SOMEDAY THE PAIN WE ARE ENDURING EACH PASSING DAY WITHOUT YOU WITHIN OUR REACH, WILL STOP AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN.

… LA FAMILIA ARREDONDO … PARA SIEMPRE … DIOS MIO …

My dear Shaun,

words cannot describe how much i truly miss you! Not a day that goes by u don’t cross my mind. I’ts weird I only went to the scene once after it happend and in March i went to my cousin julia’s house and i got this weird feeling i looked out the window and it was when i realized it was where it happend, Julia lives across the street. It was like you were speaking to me, telling me not to cry everything was going to be alright. Yesterday i uploaded some old pics of you to my myspace. I love you and no matter where you are you will always be my bestfriend and my soulmate, till now and forever i will miss you. xoxoxox

Love and miss you Shaun very much.

RIP

Dios*Mio.RUOK.LNF~4eva.

Everyone says love hurts but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt. Love is you! Damn I miss you soooo much.

SHAUN,NOT A SECOND GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK OF YOU.YOU ARE MY HEARTBEAT!NO WORDS CAN EVER DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I HURT AND MISS YOU.THE FAMILY & EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD HAS CHANGED.I KNOW U R SO PROUD SAMI GIRL FOR ALL THE GOOD THINGS U KNEW SHE WOULD ACCOMPLISH…THERE IS A HOLE IN MY SOUL THAT CAN NEVER BE FILLED! IN MY HEART YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE..YOU LIVE ON FOREVER.I MISS U WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING AND THIS IS SO DIFFICULT TO DEAL WITH. THIS IS THE PAIN THAT NEVER GOES AWAY.THIS SEPARATION IS IMPOSSIBLE.I THANK GOD EVERYDAY THAT SAM IS DOING WELL & IS AS STRONG AS SHE CAN BE..BUT I KNOW IN HER HEART SHE MISSES U TERRIBLY.I WONDER ALL THE TIME ABOUT U-ALL THE THINGS WE WILL NEVER HAVE- THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF UNHAPPINESS.I AM NUMB-MY HEART IS BROKEN AND CAN NEVER BE MENDED-MY SOUL IS BROKE.MY SWEET SWEET BOY…I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY THING I AM – I WILL NEVER STOP MISSING LOVING U…U R APART OF ME FOREVER AND ETERNITY… ALL MY LOVE.MOM 12/9/09

HEY YOU, SORRY IT HAS BEEN AWHILE. A LOT HAS BEEN GOING ON! I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WISH I WAS ABLE TO CALL AND HEAR YOUR VOICE ONE MORE TIME. WELL I AM EXPECTING ANOTHER BABY I AM PRAYING IT’S A BOY. I AM ALMOST 10 WEEKS. MY DAUGHTER BRIANNA IS GOING TO BE 2 NEXT MONTH, IT IS SO AMAZING HOW TIME FLIES BY.

NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON’T THINK ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE A PART OF MY DAILY RITUAL, THE DAY THAT I DON’T THINK OF YOU WILL BE THE DAY I AM WHERE YOU ARE. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR SHAUN AND I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING UPON ME AND GUIDING ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. XOXOXOXO

Shaun,

You are missed greatly. You are thought of constantly. You are in our hearts always. You not being here with us is a permanent reminder and persistant daggering pain. I pray you are with your Dad, Papa Tavito, your Grandparents and though not with us, you are surrounded by those who love you unconditionally. I want to wish you a Happy Birthday but It’s hard to put “Happy” there when we are hurting so much. Shaun, know you are FOREVER in our hearts, our minds, our souls, and our spirit. Things are not the same anymore. One day …. one day, we will all be together again. I love you Cuz with all of my being.

Shaun

Well your birthday was yesterday but I can’t bring myself to say “Happy” birthday because it’s not, you should be her but I know you are in a better place. I miss you sooo much I thought of you all day yesterday you would be 27. I still get so angry everytime this time of year passes because it makes me relive what happened that night, My best friend forever words cannot express how much I miss you! I love you and untill I see you again my heart will not be 100% complete.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Hi my love I know it has been awhile but I just wanted to say that I love and miss you so much!

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

MY DEAREST SHAUN GOD I MISSSSS YOUUUUU! AS THE YEARS PASS THE MORE I MISS YOU I ALWAYS WONDER HOW YOUR LIFE WOULD BE IF YOU WERE HERE, WOULD YOU BE MARRIED WITH KIDS? SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NOT SO MANY ANSWERS….. I CAN PICTURE YOU BREAK DANCING AND RAPPING TO WU-TANG LOL YOU REALLY DID THINK YOU WERE PART OF THAT GROUP! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. I WAS LOOKING AT SAMS PICTURES THE OTHER DAY I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH SHE HAS GROWN OVER THE YEARS SHE IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL I KNOW YOU ARE SO PROUD AND MA IS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN ON ALL OF US ONE DAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN BUT TILL THEN I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!

XOXOXOXO DIOS MIO

Tomorrow is the big 28 my love, damn we are old. I wish you were here to celebrate with all of us. Oh how I miss you I wish I could go see you tomorrow but I cant I have alot going on with the girls but you know without a doubt YOU are ALWAYS in my thoughts and in my heart! I LOVE YOU NOW JUST LIKE I DID IN CRESTHAVEN ELEMENTARY, that will NEVER change! HAPPY almost Birthday Shaun

forever and always until we meet again

I YOU AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW DIOS MIO PARA SIEMPRE

I love you and I miss you so much Thinking of you always and missing you till I see your beautiful face again

ITS SO CRAZY TO ME TO THINK THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER AND ITS ANOTHER YEAR GOING BY THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE! GOD SHAUN I MISSSS YOU SO MUCH THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD PEOPLE SAY TIMES WILL GET EASIER BUT THAT IS BULL BECAUSE YEARS HAS GONE AND THE PAIN IN MY HEART IS STILL THERE…. I LOVE YOU AND FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS I WILL MISS YOU UNTIL I GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN FOREVER AND ALWAYS INFINITY AND BEYOND I WILL LOVE YOU SAVE A PLACE FOR ME UP THERE MY ANGEL TE QUIERO MUCH MI ANGEL DIOS MIO

Hi my love today is the 8 year mark! I hate when this time of year comes around it makes me angry and sad… I miss you so much and it sucks that we are not growing together and our children playing together. Who knows what the future would have had for us but I know one thing you will always be the brother that I never had…I miss your beautiful smile and your silliness the way you smelled and dressed and lord how mercy your crazy shoe selection everything had to be on point or you was not wearing it lol.. Why you had to be taken away so soon I have no idea but the one thing I know for sure is I have a special person waiting for me to walk into the gates when my time is up. I love you more than you could ever imagine and I miss you a trillion times more everyday I think of you and I will always remember what you told me were bonded no matter who or what comes along and we have a love for each other that no one will ever understand and we were unbreakable..

I cant believe your birthday will be here in 6 days you would have been 30 years old. I hate the fact that you are no longer here with us and I hate that I have this longing in my heart to hear your voice again or your laugh. I miss you more than words can even begin to explain. I love you Shaun and no matter how much time has passed you are always on my mind. The only regret I will ever have is not telling you how much you mean to me

My son forever is not long enough to tell you how much I love you I miss you I yearn for you….not a single second goes by that you are not with me,thought of, loved missed..you are on my mind-in my heart & soul all the time-24 hours a day- the breath I breathe has you in it – you are in my veins – my very being – there are no words that will ever beable to express how deeply you are missed & loved & how I wish that I could change time – bring you back with us – stop time – do whatever I can to change the fact that your beautiful life was interrupted!!! I will never be the same without you – a piece of me died when you left & you will stay with me thru all eternity!!! I have poured your love & mine into Samantha & she is a beautiful girl that I know you are so very proud of! She misses you more than words can ever say too! you are forever embedded in our hearts.. you are with us all forever!!! I love you Shaun – para siempre!! Mom

My dearest Shaun GOD I have no words to describe how much I miss you….. I would give anything to receive a call or a text from you. To hear you laugh or to see you freestyle and do some crazy dance moves. You were supposed to be my forever. My life changed the day you died and it was never the same. My mom died in December so I’m pretty sure she is filling you in on all the gossip. LOL I LOVE YOU and not a single day goes by that I don’t think of you <3 rip my angel

I miss you my dearest Shaun. I swear every year that passes it gets harder and harder. So many things that were left unsaid. You were everything to me. If only I could Turn back the hands of time, I Would do it over and over again to relive every moment with you. I know you know how much I love you and how often you are remembered. My heart will never be complete until I see you again. I love you

Every day-week-month-year that goes by brings me closer-I love you & miss you more than I can ever explain-words fail me -my heart is forever broken ??-I always love you Shaun-thru all eternity-with you always Mom??

Every day-week-month-year that goes by brings me closer-I love you & miss you more than I can ever explain-words fail me -my heart is forever broken ??-I always love you Shaun-thru all eternity-with you always Mom??

I miss you more than you could ever know. I love you to the moon and back forever and always ??

My dearest Shaun I could never put into words how much my heart and soul misses you. Life will never be the same. I never knew another love like yours, another friendship like yours….. Why did this happen? Even after all these years that passed I still ask the same question over and over again. My heart aches I have no words. Life goes on, days pass months pass as if nothing ever happened but the truth is It did and I will never be the same. I would give anything to pick up that phone and you be on the other side. I would change everything to bring you back. I love you always and forever that will never change.

My dearest Shaun I miss you so much. I would give anything to hear your voice again. I just don’t get it it’s so unfair that you are not here growing old with me and laughing over corny lyrics. I watched the red man & method man versuz you would have absolutely loved it. All I could think of was how much you loved your music. Don’t you EVER doubt the love I have for you. I keep your memory alive and that will be until my last breath. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU IMMENSELY. Keep watching over us ♥️

Still & Always thru forever & eternity & beyond I will always love you – miss you & think about you!
A permanent scar is left on my broken heart 💔 there’s no words that God has given to explain this never ending pain🤦‍♀️I love you miss you & think about you every day every moment has you embedded in it! My son i love you🤍🥹

LOVE NEVER EVER EVER FAILS
MY HEART IS BROKEN 💔FOREVER
BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU SHAUN IS ETERNAL🤍